:)

I can smile like an angel to you, but in my mind, ...I wish you fucking die right now, loser.

OK jokes. ;p (but who knows, it might be the truth hahha)

I love to make new friends. Of course, make new friends but never forget the old ones. I can be really friendly and good to you, but only if you're good to me. I'm never picky in choosing friends but really really choosy in picking the best friends. and I'm here to say I'm happy to have such great high school friends (I guess I don't have to mention their names here). Always supportive and giving me a hand when I need help. Life's been good with them, it's great.

PeeDee

Hii readers (or stalkers).

So far, my holidays are going on well... I guess?

I love beaches. Looking at the view of the sea, listening to the sound of waves, feeling the strong wind, thinking of everything, past, present and future, the good and bad times ...and that one person that never leaves your mind.

Anyway, it was a relaxing trip with friends. Sadly, we didnt get to watch the sunset :( If only we could go there every week, life would be perfect.

a story of a girl

A girl and a guy, they met in high school. they were just normal hi-bye friends until they got closer and started hanging out together with their friends. They had good times; Paramore's concert, Christmas and New year's eve, Genting trip, partying and dancing together, cam-whoring, Mcd breakfast, outings during CNY, playing pool everyday after school, minesweeper, normal yc sessions, watching movies, helping each other in add maths and chemistry, "supermoon"...

And soon, they realized they had feelings for each other. He used to be the last person she talk to every night before they sleep. He gave her morning calls to wake her up for school. Whenever she got home from somewhere late at night, he'll be the one waiting for her to get online and then laughing and fooling around in front of the cam. He let her listen to his favourite songs. He sent her sweet messages everyday, he told her he loves her. He always remind her to "smile, though your heart is aching". Every time he made her mad, he'll be asking "Are you angry?" and the girl would reply "no." with a smile. He made her forget her past. She loved him for making effort just to see her and talk to her, the way he treated her like they're meant to be forever. She loves to stare at him deeply, she loves to laugh with him, she loves to lean on him, she loves holding his hands, she loves hugging him tightly, she loves kissing him, she feels comfortable being with him. And she foolishly thought she have him all this time.

But she was wrong, he was never hers. He started avoiding her and soon enough, she found out something she never expect it to happen, something that broke her heart into pieces. She tried to make things better, she called him out for breakfast hoping that he would tell her the truth but just like what she predicted, he didnt show up. She didnt know what to do.

With the help of her supportive friends, she decided to end their relationship. She went to him, gave him a splash of coke on his face and told him to fuck off. Everyone there told her "You did a great job! So proud of you!" She cried once she walked away. No one knows how she felt at that moment. He texted her with all the bullshit she already expected. He called her a countless of times trying to explain to her. Finally, she picked up the call and listened to him that night. She almost fell for his lies all over again but she kept reminding herself not to.

And this girl is me.

Thank you for all the happiness you gave me, and now taking it all back.

Yea its a lesson for us. You messed with the wrong girl.

HI ♥

Sorry lovely readers, I'm so lazy to blog lately. Life's been good perhaps :)

PS/: Cant wait for my mid term break! :D

MSSD '11

who's that chick with jersey no.7? ;)

We work as a team

+ our handsome coach in the middle

KK U-18 and U-15 girls

Results are the same every year, lost in quarter-finals. wtflah, we could have won something if we didnt lose by just ONE POINT ;(


I miss it so much,
the laughs, the excitement, the nervousness, the teamwork, the cheering and supporting for each other, that fuckin delicious sausages, fried chicken, sizzling hot plate yee mee and bubble tea, taking pictures with our super yeng jersey on, the syok sendiri-ness with Joey ("Omg, the guys there are looking at us"), hunting for hot chicks with James, the watermelon game, fooling around in the bus ...

I really miss that fucking memories we had in 3 days time.

and going back to school the next day SUCKS

time flies

tiktoktiktoktiktok...
a time machine is what I want most.

Apologize for not keeping my blog update, I suppose I do not have not many loyal readers though.

Anyway, YAY!! Im officially sixteen!! Sweet and young :P
Sometimes I think, I'm one of the luckiest human on earth to have such good friends. Its okay that the birthday surprise plan kinda fail, (I'll only blame myself for being too smart Hahahaa Jokes!) its the ♥ that counts :)

Candles in the dark are really beautiful :)

Thankyou for the memories, you guys are fawesomee! Liying Desmond ZenKhye Euwen Sean Zach Brandon Siowthong Peyfein Vivien =)

Morningg ;)
Purposely forgot to wake up for school and this is why im so free blogging now lolwtf. Having a sucky feeling right now because to me, Monday is the worst day in the week, knowing that my weekends flew away just like that... .. ..


Thought of last Friday's JayChou's concert, Im such a failure being one of his fan for not going TT *Keep telling myself, its OK! At least I had fun with them ;)

Chivas made us hyper ;)

Crazy right!

I was laughing like what-the-hell~


OK. Cant deny that Im such a good good friend! ;p Prove? Slept at 3am but woke up at 7am just for LiYing! Anyway, Do you realise that Kota Kemuning is just so small, you meet friends every where you go.

Supposed go for pool session, but dont know why ended up here...



You're right. We have nothing better to do but climbing up the roof top =)

You're not welcome, March

March was always my favourite month of the year and it's the only month I only and always look forward to. Reason? I was born in that beautiful month. As for this year, school test ends on the day before my birthday, not to forget, it's fucking school holidays after that and first thing came into my mind was, " Wow, I'm going to have crazy loads of fun! "

Last year's Birthday,

Surprised from them ♥

Besides, went Redbox with another bunch of goodgoood buddies ;)

Now, March arrives but ...NO. Where is the exciting feeling I used to get?
Feels so different this year, ain't celebrating sweet sixteen. Because things I've been hoping for, wont come true ;( #Fuckit. I know lah k, I'd probably asking for too much. This year's birthday, am going to take it like a normal Friday. SO, I'll only look forward to next year's birthday, get my license, and stop driving illegally :P

Pictures I ♥

12th February, I-city.

Hahaha I love pictures that cant see my face ;p

Meet my bitch, Siowthong!

Cant stand her craziness,
but being crazy with her.

Haha wth, this is the 4th take with the same pose,
but damnn, I wasn't ready ;(

19th February, Ryan's Birthday Celebration.

Zen + retard =
Zentard ;p

Someone stole my mic ;(

Sorry Zen, but did i turn you on? Hahaha ok kidding.

Good buddy, Euwen =D

More pictures @facebook :)

14th February '11

A week ago was Valentine's Day.


Dayss before Valentine's, I came out with some lame yet cool jokes.

xxx - "Damn sad, single valentine :("
me - "Lol what's so sad about that? damn cool la ;p"
xxx - "What's so cool? -.- weird lah you."
me - "Damn cool okay, cause when you got married, you cant even be one"

#2nd joke
xxx - "So, How are you going to spend your Valentine's Day?"
me - "Ermm, not sure yet? So far have rejected 893759283 guys."


Hahahahah!! OK I know it's pretty lame -.- Skip it.



Mmm, I did not expect any gift for this year but sadly, my prediction was wrong lol

A beautiful red rose from SamanthaKok ♥

How sweet of her. It's actually my very first time receiving a rose from a girl, felt... Umm... something different than usual. Haha lol Thanks alot, I love what you wrote in the card ;)


Secondly, Candiesss from WeiEn. Have no idea why.

"O.N.S ? XD "- he wrote on the card.

Huh? What the heck is O.N.S?! Finally, found out from Junxin that it stands for " one night stand " -.- Horny friend I have here, thanks btww :)



And lastly,
Thank you so much for the diamond ring !! =)
(Hey! What about next time when I joke that I want a car from you, are you gonna buy for me? ;) Hahaha Joking!)