a story of a girl

A girl and a guy, they met in high school. they were just normal hi-bye friends until they got closer and started hanging out together with their friends. They had good times; Paramore's concert, Christmas and New year's eve, Genting trip, partying and dancing together, cam-whoring, Mcd breakfast, outings during CNY, playing pool everyday after school, minesweeper, normal yc sessions, watching movies, helping each other in add maths and chemistry, "supermoon"...

And soon, they realized they had feelings for each other. He used to be the last person she talk to every night before they sleep. He gave her morning calls to wake her up for school. Whenever she got home from somewhere late at night, he'll be the one waiting for her to get online and then laughing and fooling around in front of the cam. He let her listen to his favourite songs. He sent her sweet messages everyday, he told her he loves her. He always remind her to "smile, though your heart is aching". Every time he made her mad, he'll be asking "Are you angry?" and the girl would reply "no." with a smile. He made her forget her past. She loved him for making effort just to see her and talk to her, the way he treated her like they're meant to be forever. She loves to stare at him deeply, she loves to laugh with him, she loves to lean on him, she loves holding his hands, she loves hugging him tightly, she loves kissing him, she feels comfortable being with him. And she foolishly thought she have him all this time.

But she was wrong, he was never hers. He started avoiding her and soon enough, she found out something she never expect it to happen, something that broke her heart into pieces. She tried to make things better, she called him out for breakfast hoping that he would tell her the truth but just like what she predicted, he didnt show up. She didnt know what to do.

With the help of her supportive friends, she decided to end their relationship. She went to him, gave him a splash of coke on his face and told him to fuck off. Everyone there told her "You did a great job! So proud of you!" She cried once she walked away. No one knows how she felt at that moment. He texted her with all the bullshit she already expected. He called her a countless of times trying to explain to her. Finally, she picked up the call and listened to him that night. She almost fell for his lies all over again but she kept reminding herself not to.

And this girl is me.

Thank you for all the happiness you gave me, and now taking it all back.

Yea its a lesson for us. You messed with the wrong girl.